I got my annual Mother's Day picture with my kids. My- they are growing. How do you stop that from happening?
I am not sure I love celebrating Mother's Day. I like recognizing those Mothers in my life that have been so so good to me, but I often spend time thinking about all the mistakes I make as a mother and it makes me sad. Sad because I know I can't take those moments back but at the same time grateful my children are so forgiving. And that I can pray for forgiveness and for help to be and do better-to make it right.
I also think about how being a Mother is a blessing in my life. I think about how amazing and crazy it can be all at the same time. I am thankful my Heavenly Father had enough trust in me to bless me with such an awesome responsibility. Even if it does get a little crazy.
Our spring soccer season has come to an end. Except for that one boy who I never got a picture of and who is playing for a different league and still has one more game to go.
Bubba did better this year than last year, but he still spent most of his time out on the field in a different world from the actual soccer game going on around him. We need to figure out what it is that he will really enjoy and be a part of. Not sure what that is yet, but we have a pretty good idea that it is NOT soccer.
After a leave of absence for 5 + years from the game of soccer, T decided he wanted to play again. He was part of a team that had more girls on it than boys which was kinda interesting since the majority of them didn't really like attacking the ball. But I think he enjoyed seeing what he could actually do out on the field. He will be playing again.
Then there is the youngest in her athletic debut. She really struggled at first with so many kids huddled together pushing and going for the ball at the same time. She figured out that if she stayed out of the "mosh pit" the ball would pop out and should could take advantage of that to kick it. But Miss M also thought of game time as a social event and could be seen socializing with her new friends.
This fall we will be signing them up (even the one that I didn't get a picture of) with a different soccer club that is a little better organized and more professionally run. I hope it goes well because I really like watching them learn to love a game that I enjoyed so much as a child and even now one that I love to watch.